Friday, October 29, 2010

9 Weeks, 6 days Until HER Due Date

...and if she's anything like me, she'll be late. I was a MONTH and a week late. I don't know what happened to my poor, poor mother, but her doctors had the due date as December 15 and on January 22, I entered this world at nearly 10 pounds, a nice, chubby, olive-skinned little wubby. I really hope this little girl isn't late. I'd love a 2010 baby for many reasons.

1: less time being pregnant (obvious)
2: tax break (don't judge!)
3: more use of my maternity leave time and not 'wasting' sick days just sitting around, humongous, freaking out about when she'll arrive

Regardless of her arrival date, we are thrilled. We have planned many things for her life and future, and (if she's like me), she will do everything differently than our master plan....but it will turn out beautifully, anyway.

In other news, our 5th grade took the annual Brookfield Zoo field trip today. It was delightful not to have a group of students to myself, because it afforded me the luxury to sit down more than I would have with curious students. Big thanks to the chaperones! A smooth day overall. Except for the kid who threw.a.backpack.at.a.goose. I made him write an apology letter to the "goose keeper" (invented person) and made him feel really sad. Good times.

In other other news, about a month left of my internship and then I will officially have my Master's degree. I cannot wait for this milestone. Just to prove to myself that I can juggle so much more than I thought possible is one of the best feelings. Planning a wedding, going through an entire pregnancy, working full time, teaching summer school, attending graduate classes (in multiples at a time) ~ I think I hacked it pretty well. Toot, toot of my proverbial horn, but you have to do that sometimes, right? So glad I'm getting this hurdle out of the way before motherhood -- my mom got her MA when my brother and I were very young (AND she and my dad both worked full-time) and said it was one of the most trying times of her life. So thankful for the time line God's given us. You rock, Big Guy.

Friday, October 22, 2010

It's Friday and You Can Even Speed on the Highway

Hmmm, what would my old self have been doing right about now on a Friday night? Eating a quick dinner, forgetting work for the weekend, and getting totally moderately dolled up to go hang with friends at a local pub or eatery or music venue. Current self is experiencing mucho back pain (sciatica, is that you?), eating a quick dinner, and trying to hold off until 8:00pm before going to sleep for the night. Big day of grading papers tomorrow. Work is heavy, I am heavy.When I drop something, I get legitimately sad about the long journey down and the long journey up. It's waddle-rific. But, I love my daughter with all my heart already. I haven't even met her yet and I shed a few tears the other day thinking of the day when she will leave our home. Random. Hormones. But still, I love her.

On a sidenote, I have hired a cleaning service, which is a lifesaver. Once every two weeks, our house is sparkling clean when I get home. LOVE that.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

31 Years of Life

My dear husbandit will turn 31 tomorrow. I remember when 30 seemed old. I love the lines on our faces and the random gray hairs we've given each other developed together. M truly is my match, my friend, my crush, my dude/partner/pal/companion and I am really, really glad our paths crossed...and merged into one.

In other news, I hate my dogs.

In other news, we took the hospital maternity ward tour last night. What a reality check that was! We were all standing in a "birthing room," pretending to listen to the tour guide, but really just staring at the bed, pads, stirrups, gadgets, etc. imagining to ourselves, "Is this where I will wish for death?" Perhaps a bit dramatic, but really, I internally freaked out. There really is no turning back now. Not that I'd want to turn back, but it just became a little more REAL. Holy crap, we're having a baby.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

28 Weeks.

Dear Jimmy John's worker:
Yes, I am "suuurrrreeeee" I don't want a pickle or cookie with my sandwich.
Dear Chipotle worker:
I think it's great that you can't believe that I still have 2.5 more months to go before I'm due. It's smashing that you think I look so big.
Keep your freaking thoughts to yourselves. And don't judge me for eating at these two places in one day.

The glucose test went just fine today. I went in, sucked down the orange drink, which tasted to me like a thickened version of a melted Freeze Pop, got measured, heard the little girl's heartbeat, got a flu shot, got blood drawn, got weighed and scoffed at the obviously erroneous scale, and now am home and ready for Thursday night TV. Hoping to make it through an entire show before crashing. Hugs.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Mom & Momo Visit

I love it when I get to hang out with my mom and grandma (Momo). It's like three generations of insanity sprinkled with hilarity. I am really excited to add a daughter to the mix so we'll have the power of 4. They're coming up this afternoon to visit me, see the baby's room, go to lunch, and maybe a movie. I think we might see Secretariat. I love ponies.

Fun fact: I rode horses for 11 years and was in many shows. Jumping. Tall boots. The works. :) Also got run over by a horse once. Her name was Angel, which was ironic.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Random

*When is your due date? 1/6/11

*What week are you in? 27 weeks tomorrow (so I guess I'll be "in" my 28th)

*What was your weight pre-pregnancy? HA HA

*What is your current weight? even more HA HA HA

*Have you had an ultrasound? yep, 3 doctor-ordered and 1 just-for-fun gender ultrasound

*Do you know the gender of your baby? If so, what? girl :)

*Do you have a name picked out? What? yes, it's a surprise. my students call her Cheddar Cheese though.

*Is the child being named after someone? middle name is a family name. first name is not.

*Who is going to be with you during delivery? i'm taking applications.

*Natural or medicated childbirth? as much drugs and are possibly allowed.

*How are you feeling right about now? fat. stretchy. fat.

*What was the first thing you bought for baby? some cute onesies

*Do you feel you are ready to have a baby? yes!

*Are you excited or scared about delivery? both.

*Any food cravings? sweets x 892375987. anything-candy, cake, pie, ice cream, seriously, just give me a bag of sugar.

*Anything you loved before that you absolutely cannot eat anymore? i don't like meat anymore. doing much better with it, though. i used to gag at the smell of a grocery store and could NOT look at the meat counter when walking by. i'd hold my breath.

* Anything else you'd like to share or vent about? my freaking back hurts, but i love my baby so i suppose it's all worth it. :)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Stop and Smell the Checkers

I stopped freaking out about what lesson/focus skill I was going to teach next for 10 minutes today and played checkers with a student. It was great. It's nice to hang out with the kids sometimes, sans curricula. It helps you to know and appreciate a different side of them, which inevitably helps you become a better teacher. I may play another game tomorrow, who knows. :) 
P.S. I won. No, I didn't let her win...who do you think I am? Just kidding.

I hate Service One. Never, ever have them repair anything in your house. Heater broke Sunday. "We'll be there tomorrow morning." They called at NOON saying they'd not be here until today at 4pm. I left work early to meet them here and they called and said they won't be here till after 5pm (no excuse/no apology) and the original quote (and collected $150 deposit!) has been changed from $350 to $650. Slightly pissed off. By slightly, I mean a lot. I called the guy and ripped him a new one politely told him my thoughts on the matter. I'm sure it didn't do any good. 

Daycare search is also going terribly. Please pray that we find something we love and love to pay for soon. 

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Church

I've been going to a church semi-regularly for about a month or two now. It's called Christ Community Church in Plainfield. I actually LIKE it and am attending a membership meeting next week. I just want our daughter to be raised in the faith and attend Sunday School. It's important to both of us. It's kind of intimidating going to church by yourself (M has been working every Sunday lately). I feel like people are wondering who the solo pregnant chick is. I'm sure this isn't the case, but I digress. They also have a coffee shop type of setup in the church. I am wondering if this is pay or a gift from God. I'm too chicken to check it out. Anyone wanna go to church with me? :)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Life As We Know It

Greetings! This is my first-ever blog post, and I'm glad you're bored enough to read...I promise to try to be current, interesting, funny, sarcastic, and honest. Where to start? Life as we know it today: Michael and I have been married for 14 months and are expecting a baby girl in January. Both of our jobs are keeping us very busy right now, and when we do have time off together (so rare), we are doing fun things like going to the dentist and going to millions of prenatal doctor's appointments.

Speaking of dentist appointments, why does getting your teeth cleaned hurt so much? I feel like a dental slacker because of the bloodbath that happened today during my cleaning. The hygienist told me not to worry, it was caused by pregnancy gingivitis. Um, what? 

I'm going to upload that super-annoying week-by-week pregnancy-in-progress photo montage thing now. It's weird because some of them look totally out of order, but my body's weird, I guess. I don't like slapping maternity shots up on Facebook, because people don't really have a choice whether or not to look, but see, you followed a link and everything to get here, so you must care somewhat, right? Ha...enjoy and stay warm! 

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